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what are the consequences i get? all kinds of diseases: heart disease, dynamic electrocardiogram shows that blood vessels are blocked by 2 degrees, etc. i can't say it specifically. i'm so bored every day, and it's even more uncomfortable in summer. the doctor said that if this continues, a pacemaker will be installed in the future. prostatitis, the testicles are often swollen and painful, and the urine is frequent and the urine is less frequent and the drain is dripping. severe kidney deficiency, waist feels sore every day, limbs are weak, and you feel tired after doing something. rhinitis, the nose is often stuffed and uncomfortable. the doctor said it is chronic rhinitis and there is no medicine to cure it. these are all diseases that have been infected in the past decade. i also have dizziness, forgetfulness, and insomnia all day long. i can't sleep at all after less than twelve:30 every day, and my face is pale and bloodless. if you encounter many problems, you will have bad luck and your work will not be satisfactory. working in a public institution, the staffing has not been resolved yet, so i can only work as a temporary worker. i took the civil service exam three times, and each time it was a slight difference. love is not satisfactory, and i haven't found a girlfriend yet. i am still alone, and i am not bad in terms of appearance. i graduated from university in 2000, and i thought about it, i was doing so miserably. i didn’t understand why this was the case before, but now i know that this is the heavy consequence of evil lust!

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make a vow to abstain from sexual misconduct in front of buddhas and bodhisattvas: do not commit adultery, and you will not be able to realize it; do not seek prostitution; do not masturbate; do not have extramarital sexual behavior.

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this is what i want to say, i feel both unfortunate and lucky, unfortunately the walking dead has been like a ghost in the past ten years. fortunately, i was not too late to meet the website of avoiding essence, and i was able to hear the dharma because of the fate of avoiding essence. cause and effect are true! the causes of adultery planted over the decades have been harvested with painful consequences. today i finally realized it. my condition has improved greatly compared to half a year ago: my body feels more and more comfortable every day, my insomnia gradually decreases, my complexion is getting more and more elegant, i haven't had rhinitis in the past six months, and i feel that my waist will be able to fully recover in a few months. i am getting more and more energetic and have great concentration in doing things. unlike before, i can't sit down and am restless.

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www.yunwise.cn let me first introduce my history of sexual misconduct in a concentrated way. the sexual karma i have committed is: twenty years of sexual misconduct, ten years of masturbation, eight years of prostitution, and other sexual misconduct in seven or eight years (such as asking the lady who knocks on the back to help me masturbate when i knock on the back). what a heinous crime! 2025-02-17

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i work in ningbo and am 31 years old this year. in order to encourage more fellow practitioners to establish confidence in fighting against sexual misconduct and eventually quit sexual misconduct forever, this article is written in hopes of giving you some inspiration.masturbation | xin si ding maomasturbation | return to the pure nature!yi si | let me analyze my depravity again: first, i fantasize. when i was in junior high school and high school, the beautiful girls in the class had to be the target of fantasy and thought about it every day. at that time, the school burden was heavy, and it ended up being neurasthenia. after the college entrance examination, i felt that my fantasy was not enough, so i masturbated for the first time. then i was out of control and thought about masturbating whenever i had time, and my body became weaker and weaker. my poor parents thought i was working too hard and advised me to pay attention to my body. but they didn't know that i was doing such a dirty thing! i became more free to go to college and watched a lot of pornography. the demon of lust was teased step by step. masturbation could no longer satisfy my sinful lust, so i walked into the roadside knocking shop and then went to prostitution. i have been completely controlled by lust. from the second semester of my junior year, i will have to go to prostitutes for a while even if i save money. i have also warned myself many times that this is the last time, but soliciting prostitution is like taking drugs, and i can't help but walk in. there were several times when i didn't wear a condom. another time, the condom was broken and it was infected with genital warts. fortunately, i met a good doctor who spent a little money to cure it (it was from a regular hospital. if you have similar situations, don’t believe in the hospital that advertises).masturbation | "fear" after quitting lustyi si | buddhist calendar inquirymasturbation | my blessing after quitting masturbationsnake
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